Reflection on my Better Lives Project
Welcome back!
In my third blog I want to reflect on my finished project and the sustainability theme which dominates in the outcomes.
I can say that I am very proud of myself as this pandemic did not stop me from learning new things and reaching my creative goals.
Not only I created a sustainable costume for dance, but also, with the help of my dad, succeeded in recording a video which forms the character of the witch (you can find the concepts of the character analysed in the previous blog post).
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At very beginning of the Better Lives project, before the Covid19 outbreak in Europe, I had set myself a goal to make a costume by recycling rubbish I dispose everyday. This has helped me see that sustainability is not a limitation but a source of inspiration. For the final outcome I wanted to shoot a video of two dancers performing in my costumes after the Easter holiday. I have planned to collaborate with a film maker and a makeup artist from our University. However, as we all know, the world has changed dramatically.
Because of the pandemic I had to leave London and come back to Lithuania where I live with my family. I remember being upset that I will not be able to make a video as desired, however I did not give up on my idea that easily. With the help and support of my dad, I have managed to create a video at the end. And not a bad one either, we even filmed a part of the clip using a drone!
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Because I couldn’t collaborate with other artists at this time this time I became the performer, makeup artist, stylist, music producer, animator and the editor. To be honest with you – this was the first time of such artistic multitasking for me!
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For the robe I used old white bed-clothes. Adornments were made from plastic and paper rubbish. All other accessories such as animal skull, a feather and a piece of fur were found in the wild forest. The handbag was made of old mesh decorated with various mosses, lichens, tree mushrooms, fallen pieces of tree bark. I was wearing a white eye shadow across my eyes, eyebrows and lips.
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The video was filmed in a swampy forest. You can see my foot sinking in the mud and the long white sheets getting muddy. I think that this location was really beneficial for my witch character because of its mystical daunting atmosphere.
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All in all, I am extremely happy making this project come to life. It has inspired me to develop more sustainable creative practices and to be brave. I have certainly proved myself I can do so much more than I think! However, as much as I am proud of the outcome I am even more happy that the creative process of this Better lives project helped to develop a better bond with my dad. After all, being surrounded by supportive people at these difficult times is what really matters.
Emanuele Lapinskaite: It was very interesting reading through many different blog posts that other students wrote. Everyone had different and thoughtful reflections…